This is the longest January ever! Please agree with me! I can’t believe that we had gone through 5 Mondays this month. FIVE MONDAYS. Which means there are five perhimpunan rasmi and I had to wake up really early! Ngia! I hate Monday. Monday hates you too. (Actually I saw this somewhere but I can’t recall when it was,never mind)
Of course no. There’s no such thing as miracle exist since the first day of school. Haaaa! I got scolded on first day of school and that’s make me sad for wholeeeee year! The fact I was transferred to a place where people like to judge about things you like made me really” disappointed.
I gained so much weight last month,maybe 7 kilograms? 2 weeks later,I lost it all like suddenly lost my weight. Why? I tend to skip my meal and spent my first 2 weeks crying for some reason (I didn’t know why) Everything feels so wrong since the first day of 2018.
Well..moving to another school will never be my favourite thing so I just think that I need to find the old me again. The happy me by doing things I like. Being Star DJ? Inshaallah. I was known as a really introverted person who never talk unless needed but when I was needed to talk,I’ll be really nervous. It feels like the sky is falling right onto me,it’s stressing me out!
My Mind Lately…
When they told me I should move to another school I was like why? Seriously why? They said my previous study environment is not good but for me seriously it’s better than now. They said I should get more friends,oh moving to another school=getting a lot new friend. Well for you maybe,just to remind you that I’m a shy and introvert girl that couldn’t order burger for herself. I hope so. Getting new friends,being new me the better version of myself…